Friday, 21 November 2008

am i bipolar or what

There is something magical about early morning breeze that makes you remember everything wonderful in your life. I was sitting at my desk this morning feeling pretty despondent, and then I got a whiff of the early morning fresh air that lead to the listening of birds chirping. I breathed that air in as if it was the last I would ever have.

Then i got transported back to my current existance. I know they say that God will never give you more than you can bear...but I'm pushing my limit now. Something got to give soon. I've tried positive-thinking, pretend it doesn't exist, grin and bear it, smile and the world smiles with you thoughts, but now,I'm just tired, tired, tired. And my face hurts from forcing the smile through all the tears.

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  1. My dear friend...sigh...there are many many times when I felt that same feeling...tired. Especially when I was going through my divorce. That 3 years really sucked the life out of me. When I finally got the divorce settled, I could barely enjoy the satisfaction, I could only cry cos' I was so tired from the battle. I look back now and I really think life can be really cruel sometimes. The words 'Time changes everything' and 'Time heals' never meant so much to me till now. Have faith, with time, we will heal and get better. HUGS!!!!!!!

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  2. your blog is beautful in appearance and content

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