I did 2 more home pregnancy tests and they are still positive at the moment. My emotions are all over the place today. One moment i am almost certain im pregnant, and next a deep sense of lost.
Food and prayer was what kept me going today. I ate at Din Tai Fung for lunch. I had fried rice, dan dan noodles, 2 cold dishes and 1 basket of xiao long bao (shared with my hubby).
For dinner, i ate curry fish head, fried small squid and kai lan vegetables with big bowl of rice.
Tonight, i will try to sleep well. I shall leave here with the serenity prayer which i thought is very meaningful at moments like this;