About Weaning
My little baby is going to be 8 months soon. How time flies. I have been breastfeeding her until about a week ago. I switched her from breast to bottle formula and expressed breast milk. And when mommy feels a little sad about weaning her, I latch her on my breast for comfort feeding. Comfort for mommy and baby.
About Self Image
Lately, I have been meeting up with mothers and some of them are so slim and still looking so attractive. I cant help feeling like a frumpy cow. Where did i leave my self esteem at? I need to go find my 'element' again. But seriously, when my tummy rumbles, i feed it, and i feel it well. Sometimes, I smother it with too much. The thought of depriving myself from the one thing that gives me pleasure and comfort ( glorious food!) still seems too hard on me.
About IVF again
I desire to have more children. And i think having 3 kids to love sounds very very fulfilling as a family. So, in order to have a shot at getting a 3rd child. I need to have my menses back. Where are you menses? I plan to use my 2 frozen embryos on the 3rd menses cycle. My frosties are not the best quality. One is 4 cells and another is 3 cells and both are day 3 embies. Well, a try is a try. I hope against hope that I will be successful and that i don't have to resort to rounds of IVFs to get there.
3 comments:
Hey, i am so happy to read updates from you everytime! I have failed my 7th ET, the gals at Sgmotherhood always encourage me with your story. I know i must press on. Anyway, my next protocol is antagonist. Gonna read up your archives to know more about it. Hope i could be like you breastfeeding my finally baby soon! ~ Sunflower Seed
dear sunflower seed,
im so encouraged myself to know that my experience contributes positively. :)
My gynae in gleneagles put a picture of twins about 7 years old in his room. Whenever patients like myself asked if those are his children, he told a story of how a mother tried 9 unsuccessful IVFs and at 10th round, managed to give birth to these 2! Its encouraging, it reminds me to focus and look at the grand picture.
this is soooooooooooooooooooooooo gorgeousbridal jackets
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